This is the toughest decision I have made this month, coming back to write after vanishing for a long time, I'm very sorry, I only hope that my apology is accepted
Hello everyone, how are you doing?, I'm back here and I promise to not leave just like that again, without notice. I didn't like that I did that too, honestly, many times I wanted to come back and tell you people something but I couldn't. In the last few months, I have been fighting for my life, figuratively and almost literally, I fell out from a lot of friendships and got into new one( best in making friends, I guess),left one relationship and went into another, I thought I would not be able to ever get into another one, sike, I got into a new relationship and I think this man is superman. I had too much school work to do , I have had my happiest and saddest moments this past few months, and now after disappearing, I'm here with you and I can't help but wonder how you've been doing while I was away, don't hesitate to tell me in the comment section please or send me a mail.
We're this close to the end of year and I'm so sure we're all going through this rollercoaster of emotions, some are happy about how far they've gone and some are not, some don't even know how they feel. Well, the good thing is that the year has almost come to and end but your life has not and the world has not come to an end too, you have a whole lot of time, this is not to give you hope but to let you know that your life doesn't come to an end until you stop breathing, so you can still make your moves and make huge plans, don't forget to make them realistic at least. And make sure to act more than hope, because hope without action is baseless, like seeing a light in the midst of darkness and not moving towards it.
“Hope in reality is worst of all evil because it prolongs the torments of man” _martin Luther king, Jr.
In all of this, never think or believe that you've gotten to your limit because you still have a whole lot of time to reach your never ending peak potential, don't stop giving yourself the grace you need and deserve. Sleep when you're tired, wake up and continue, sleep again when you're tired.
To everyone reading this, thank you so much for reading and hearing my voice, merry christmas and happy new year in advance, don't forget to make memories during this time of celebration so the moment can last a little bit longer in your head.
Lots of love and warmth
Ayanfeoluwa ❤️